| i'm so fucking, pissed i'm tired of guys wen something. good happens i just figured it's too good to be true u know?, that's it man. i'm not falling for a guy i hope will work out if i'm going out with a guy it'll be because i consider u something i'd be really interested in..not for looks not for bullshit.but cuz i'd really like you...so i'd say if i was a guy i'd consider myself lucky cuz i'm not falling for a fairytale relationship.
-m.c |
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| TARROT CARDS? ARE THEY SERiOUSLY TRUE?
OMG YES !! THEY ARE..CUZ i DID THiS LiTTLE TEST ON MY FRIEND CHOU AND ONE CARD POP UP AND I GO ARE YOU THiNKiNG AB0UT SOMEONE U LIKE OR SOMEONE U LOVE AND SHE SAID YES VERY CRAZY OMG .. SO YAH ...i GUESS YOU CAN SAY TARROT CARDS ARE TRUE LMAO,CRAZYNESS.. |
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| so who knows this boy AJ would get mad at me for not supposedly calling him, but he's wrong i did..he don't trust me he thinks i talk to hella guys but i don't just as friends and if anything would go on beyond that i would forsure stop it cuz i'm not like that he's taking it too far..cuz i'm not ready ..gees' he don't believe me..what can i do to make him believe me? |
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| yes, i got my cell back..
yesturday was a strange ass day for me...i went out, but like i didn't do shit it was so dumb and i'm waking up and my dam oo hurt! there fucking sore wtf?. this is some gay ass bullshit..well ttyl kids bye hah'
-m.c |
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| okay so i'm talking to this one guy i met a year ago..and his name is AJ' . we was talking and he tells me he wants a serious relationship, and i'm stuck over here wondering if i really want one. cuz if i do what happens wen something turns around the corner turning into something better then i can ever expected and leaving me to feel guilty then what i would already feel, sometimes i want love sometimes i don't ..cuz i think love is optional i know some other people would die for craving for love, but iono love is optional to me i could live with it but without it would be cool to ..iono i mean c'mon i'm only at a young age.' but whats to know some love can start at any age..i'm just in no rush to get my heart broken ..but if it's broken i'd say it can toughen me up a bit' haha..yes anyways about this AJ guy;' he says he wants a serious relationship..but i'm not sure..i notice wen i'm in relationships wen i get hurt i take it HARSH. wen i'm in love i take it loyaly, serious,and too lovestruck by it...but the bad side to it would be if i broke up.. i think i'd take it so harsh' but i'd get over it...
iono the cool thing about this guy is he got HUMOR ..and confidence but not cocky' i just love it..but not love the fact i'm ready for a serious relationship OR EVEN relationship..well iono well just see were this part brings to me in life.other then that i'm trying to live my life to the fullest but passing my rebellious side hah' i'm muchuring slowing but still a kid at heart;
loves it m.c |
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